Ya Tvoya Ne Pervaya - Russian Version
This isn't what I planned
This ride's out of my hands
So now I’m forced to be
Something I can not be
If only I could make you see
Tonight I’m alive
I’ve watched you all grow up and so have I
Inside this isn't really what I had in mind
I no longer relate
To this world of hate
That's forced upon my plate
I tend to disagree
I hope its not just me
Alone if only I could make you see
Tonight I’m alive
I’ve watched you all grow up and
Wish I'd taken pictures
Didn't think he'd splip so soon
Thought time was on our side
But cynical turned bitchy
Clever turned to snide
Iwon't miss his sullen poses
Iwon't miss his dour veneer
But i wish i'd taken pictures
Cause his beautiful face ain't here
Met up with a new guy
With alabaster skin
Turned out to be an alabastard
Broke it off with him
His features were so striking
Long lashes, dark brown curls
But i wish i'd taken pictures
Cause he's long gone from my world
Met a lovely goth boy
Way into 4AD
Precious, frail and sensitive
Took himself too seriously
Always lighting candles
Made his bed an altar
But i wish i´d taken pictures
Because our thing quickly faltered
Finally bought a camera
After years of delay
Thought memory would be enough
But i found out too late
So let's be realistic
The odds are this won't last
Now i'm taking pictures
So i'll never forget your beautiful ass